"Just A Little While"

Baby, I like it when it feels this good
You always seem to make me smile
Can't nobody do what you do
When you love me just a little while

I, I know you got somewhere to go
And I got somewhere to be right now
I'll make 'em wait all day long
If you wanna get a little wild

I dont want to be a distraction to you
No no no
So maybe I'll just lay around
Play by myself
While touching on my favorite fruit
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

Can't stop thinking bout the things we do
And how it feels making love to you
I'm ready to get it baby
If you got it to dish out
Just love me for a little while

I wanna make it like a dream for you
Turn every fantasy into the truth
You know I'll take it anywhere
That you wanna go right now
Just to love ya for a little while

I, I like sleeping in your clothes
To smell you makes it all come down
When I think about me and you
Sometimes I get a little loud

Baby, I know we did it all night long
And I didn't wanna burn you out
Cause you know how much I like to do it
In the morning it's another round

I don't know if you have other things to do
No no no
So maybe I'll just lay around
Play by myself
While touching on my favorite fruit
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

Can't stop thinking bout the things we do
And how it feels making love to you
I'm ready to get it baby
If you got it to dish out
Just love me for a little while

I wanna make it like a dream for you
And turn every fantasy into the truth
You know I'll take it anywhere
That you wanna go right now
Just love ya for a little while

My passion flows like a river that has no end
I wanna know everything you'll let me do to you
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

Tell me what you like baby
(Ooh ooh ooh ooh)
Do you wanna play with my strawberries
(Ooh ooh ooh ooh)
Sometimes I think about me and you
(Ooh ooh ooh ooh)
I can get real loud (Ooh ooh ooh ooh)

Can't stop thinking bout the things we do
And how it feel making love to you
I'm ready to get it baby
If you got it to dish out
Just love me for a little while

I wanna make it like a dream for you
Turn every fantasy into the truth
You know I'll take it anywhere
That you wanna go right now
Just to love ya for a little while

Just love me for a little while
[Repeat x3]

yesterday, i dragged my mom out to play in the rain. yah i did that. so?
and i went to changi. ate at subway. so?
i bought a top. a grey shirt with the printing 'banana republic...minister of propaganda'. crap. so?
so? so? so?
i'm feelin crappy. so?

so...lah ti doh...
i 've been single all my life..
and if i were to go in a relationship, i won't...
why? because i'm afraid.
i'm afraid coz i never have been in a relationship... and i dunno what it's like.
why am i talkiing this way?
it's not like anyone's gonna come my way isnt it....
why? well, simply because i'm not their dream girl...
i'm not what u call perfect...
i'm on the heavy side...and i'm not that good looking...but hey, at least i have friends...
my mom tells me, do something about myself...blaa blaa...make them come after me,
but why cant they come after me when i'm looking like this?
what's so wrong bout not being perfect?

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maybe someday you'll give me your heart,
instead of just seeing you tear mine apart.
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But I Do Love You

I don't like to be alone at night
And I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoes
But I do love you
But I do love you

I don't like to see the sky painted grey
And I don't like when, nothin's goin my way
And I don't like to be the one with the blues
But I do love you
But I do love you

I love everything about the way your lovin me
The way you lay your head upon my shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do-o

And I don't like to turn the radio on
Just to find I missed my favorite song
And I don't like to be the last with the news
But I do love you
But I do love you

I love everything about the way your lovin me
The way you lay your head upon my shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do

And I don't like to be alone at night
And I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoes
But I do love you
But I do love you
But I do love you
But I do love you

i hope my com doesnt go crazy again...

okay...recap on what i did.

wednesday:
sports day, went to the beach with shaz, baba, salihin, farahin and suhada...

thursday:
went to och...BORING...
went to do my report. the officer was cute...kinda looked like durrah's ex, but he doesnt have a sense of humour.

friday:
Did CIP. Played a few kiddy games with firdaus, shaz, leha, lin, baba, hayyan, maysze, salihin and that freak, fauzee..
my gawd, i felt like sitting on fauzee...he was like following us everywhere, then he was telling us that when he was in the library and class trying to summon a spirit,[which i think is crap] he said that he has that he wasnt doing it actually....he said that he could do it, with his 'ilmu'...[LYKE WHATEVER FAUZE...WHAT ILMU U HAVE? ILMU OF DIGGING YOUR NOSE, AND PUTTING THE NOSESHIT ON PPL'S CHAIR????] but at that time, he said that he was reading everyone of our mindsets. MINDSETS? MINDSETS? HELLO????WHAT THE $#@^@#@#@$%@&%$&$#@$#!#%!^&&*(^&*(%^#$#^&....
oh yah, he said that i have the most biggest mouth in the whole world.
well, that's stupid, has he met everyone in the world?
no one even wants to be near him.
dah dah dah, fauzee nye part mepek.....fauzee MEPEK!
and so what if i have the most biggest mouth in the world? at least i'm not ugly.
someone go measure my mouth please...

And to farhan:
I'm gonna slim down and make you go 'Gawd, why did i not want her?'...TOO BAD LAH!!!!!!
MUKHAKAHKHAKHAKHAKHAKHAKHKAHKAHAAAA

okay....sorry i did'nt post...i was too tired...
okay...
so on...
WEDNESDAY:
sports day...blaa blaa blaa....had fun cheering for me frends...
went to och...it's beoing more and more boring...coz we always go to the same route....the stupid dogs lah...
then went to the beach and we all got wet...
salihin and i was quarreling in some weird language...we had fun lah...all the chee chong funs and the fun choys came out...
baba looked like a teddy bear...and shaz had the crams...but we all had fun lah..
came home and slept all the way till morning..

THURSDAY:
nothing happened...went to och again...haiz..it has become our daily routine to hang out there...i wish the dogs there would just DIE!!!
i made my report about my stolen handphone...hehe...thaT was stolen like, a month ago???hai...we had to wait a long time..
but the officer was cute...haiz..whatever..
went home, and i listened to city beats on perfect 10...kinda nice songs from danii ceciliano...like red and walk the line....
it's new age jazz ppl...and i think zircon gov. pawnstarz suck in new age jazz...their lyrics are nonsense
and fell asleep dreaming about the fucking dogs in OCH...

FRIDAY:
Well, i had my maths test today...and well i think i could pass, not for Q4...which was like crap...and the collinear Q...gawd...
anyway, some of my classmates and myself, we had to finish our CIP hours trying to sepereate the cans and build a non-existing structure...
we were bored, and that's whe we started playing the games we used to play in primary school...ya know, like Tag, and pepsi cola 123...you know the crap...
and well, after finishing, fauzee...the creep, was like following us everywhere...and well, u know me and MY BIGGEST MOUTH IN THE WHOLE WORLD... as fauzee says...well, fauzee lives in a different world...what?LOSER LAND??population:1 who? FAUZEE.
everyone was slapping insults in his face...and he was like saying that he went into my mindset..and blaa blaa?CRAP!!!!
he says he has the 'ILMU' what ilmu huh? the ilmu of freakyness?the ilmu of loserland??puh-leeeze...
so we just got enough of him when he suddenly cried about his ex.
wha-shocked??? yeah, UNFORTUNATELY...he has an ex....pathetic rite??
anyway...i wish he'd just not try to attract attention and make a big fool out of himself...

hello ppl...
well, not much to say..
sports day is tmr...and i'm too pathetic to participate...
and i'm just cheering...i think that's good enuf...
anyways...i think mildred is a hypocritical bitch..
don't ask.
and Riez, i forgive you alright!
Hi Diana...i miss ya.
I think Fauzee sucks. He was like 'NAt...Faaaaaaat...'
And i was like 'FREAK......'
ANd he tried to 'summon' a spirit in the library...oh puh-leeeze...the spirit also
don't wanna go near him...
He thinks he's cool...ugh...REALITY CHECK FAUZEE... Youre a freak, so keep your filthy mouth to yourself.
Haiz...Whatever lah..

today.....i went to the airport to do homework, which i finshed..
salihin was officially irritating....well, i was THE BOMB and blaa blaa blaaa...
Shaz, i think you better control your boyfriend at times...
well, i just found out that hayyan is worst of the TBM....he's a disgusting, perverted physco who's sooooo full of himself...
i can even say right now that fitri...is the best of the 3...
tisk tisk...
i read fitri's blog....and there was a post that i put on his taggie earlier....asking him whether he missed me in school or not....he said he did...khakhaha....sho sweet...
and i found out anader thing...
Heykal said sorry to me...but i don't think it was sincere...and well, i asked him whether he missed me or what...
he said that he did...wat onli...as in no talking, or looking or whatever....to me...for 1 whole week...
kahkakhakhahaaa....i knew he was staring at me in class, but i just did'nt look at him coz i was too angry...
and i admitted that i missed him abit....but i didnt care anyway....
and i missed madhan too...i mean, i havent seen him for like a week too....haiz....
and baba missed me coz i didnt go school hahahahahhaaaa....
just saw him yesterday, met up for och...remember...
oh yea....thanks lin for not laughing when u read my recent blog....whadda gd fren..heheheeee
and i think i want to get hoobastank cd...the reason...
haiz...see yall soon....

well, well, well....
i had a kinda embarassing day today....Why, you ask?
oh well...it's just that...
i kinda slipped and fell....while running away from a dog was 'chasing' us...
stop laughing...i'm in pain okay...
well...i was using my slippers...and a few ppl were on the second floor...while me and the others were near
the courtyard....and well...i heard a dog barking and everybody gabra....and i ran....
well, i couldnt run properly...coz of my fucking slippers....
then i was sliding here and there, apparently sliding away from the exit....
and then i hit the wall and fell.....and i got up, i fell down again....yeah yeah yeah...laugh...haha, very funny...*rolls eyes*
and i manage to go out just in time....and everyone was laughing, and re-enacting how i fell....blaa blaa blaa...whatever...no one
helped....woah....like, i got like, the like, greatest like, friends of all like like like????aww... like totally awsome dude...like yeah...
Umm...Like NEWSFLASH...:
Like WHATEVER....
my butt, my back and my head hurts...and there's a few scratches on my hands and legs...those hurt as well...
and i got eaten up by mosquitoes...itchy...
Haiz...i'm entertainment am I...i mean...i go to och for you guys to laugh at me...
i go to och for you guys to look at me squeeze thru a small hole...to hit a wall and fall....blaa blaa...
haiz....whateverlah...
i'm going to bed....gawd...whatever..

i think i'm being used sometimes...by a dickless baboon, and i dunno why i continue doing things for him....
and when he makes me angry...when he wants to apologize, he'll be sooooo fucking insinscere..
for the past few days, i haven't been talking to him.... i got so angry with him during art...haiz...whatever lah...to malas to layan a freak like him...

oh yeah....urm liena...i took your post and re-editted it...i hope that's okay...

Me.
> [My name is]: Nur Natasha Bte Md Noor
> [In the morning I am]: lionish..messy and blur
> [All I need is]: music...art....sumone who WANTS to love me???...
> [Love is]: To love is to hate and to hate is to love....if LOVE is a word that causes so much pain...for this word, why do others seek and try to gain?
> [I'm afraid of]: worms...dying...rejection...heights...my mom?
> [I dream about]: things that will never happen to me...
> [Pictured your crush naked?]: urm...if i did that...i wld think that i wld be a peverted physco.
> [Actually seen your crush naked]: how bout half-naked?...the top part lah...u ppl...wat u thinking...
> [Had sex]: OF COURSE not...
> [Made love]: OBVIOUSLY not...
> [Been in love]: i can't say love...maybe puppy love? or infatuation??
> [Cried when someone died]: yeah...my grandmommy on my fadder's side...
> [Lied]: If my mom asked me how she'd look like when she was trying to give birth to my sis, i can't tell her honestly that she looked horribly like a constipated pig, can i?
> [Coke or Pepsi]: Green Tea?
> [Flowers or candy]: Flowers....or money would be more better...
> [Tall or short]: TALL....
> [What do you notice first?]: The eyes....
> [Last person u slow danced with]: Adam...my 4 yr old brother...heehee
> [Makes you laugh the most?]: my classmates in 3E3.
> [Makes you smile]: my friends
> [Do you have a crush on someone?]: i'd be lying if i said i did'nt...
> [Has a crush on you?]: erm...yea...but sorry, i don't have feelings for you guys...
> [Easiest to talk to]: Sharezan, Shazana, Maysze, Heykal and Madhan. maybe zachary....
> [Save Aol/aim conversations]: msn..??
> [Wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: maybe....i wanna see what guys see....what football is instead of thinking tt it's just a game where 22 ppl r just chasing after 1 ball..
> [Cried because of someone saying something to you]: yeah...
> > -H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
> [Fallen for your best friend]: HMM...is this a trick question?...well...yeah...
> [Been rejected]: always.
> [Rejected soomeone]: no 1 has ever come up to me...so no rejection for them i guess...
> [Used someone]: yes...FAUZEE....
> [Been cheated on]: havent been in a relationship....yeah, i know...i'm pathetic...
> [Done something you regret]: YES.
> > -W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
> [You talked to on the phone]: Heykal
> [Hugged]: Shazana...end of commendation day performance 04'...we were kerayzee...
> [You instant messaged]: May Sze
> [You laughed with]: Sharezan...and my mom...
> > -D O .Y O U-
> [Colour your hair]: the last time i colored it was in pri 6....now i'm waiting for blue streaks....
> [Ever get off the damn computer]: My mom MAKES ME GET OFF THE COM...coz she wants to use it...
> [Habla espanol]: I don't speak your language....but i'm willing to learn French and Japanese..
> > -D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
> [Smoke cigarettes]: I don't wanna die fast....
> [Obsessive]: of what???...well of bands...yeah..[busted]...of guys..maybe a lil...[the farhan episode]...
> [Could you live without the computer?]: hell yeah..
> [How many peeps are on your buddy list?]: urm....a lot?
> [What's your favourite food?]: MoM's cooking...and japanese...
> [What's your favourite fruit?]: Apples
> [Like watching sunrises or sunset]: Sunset...who wants to get up soooo early in the morning to watch the sun rise?
> [What hurts the most?]: Being insulted just because you don't have what other ppl have.
> [Trust others way too easily?]: Sometimes...
> > -N U M B E R-
> [Of times I have had my heart broken?]: Countless
> [Of hearts I have broken?]: Have i broken any hearts? i don't think so...
> [Of continents I have lived in?]: Does Singapore count as a continent?
> [Of drugs taken illegally?]: Zero.
> [Of tight friends?]: Countless...friends are friends....no tight or loose or whatever...
> [Of cd's that I own?]: More than 10?...not much aye...
> [Of scars on my body?]: A lot?
> [Of things in my past that I regret?]: Woarh.....countless...

WO U L D Y O U R A T H E R

1) pierce your nose or tongue?
none....eyebrow...
2) be serious or be funny?
i'll be seriously funny....actually...i'd be sarcastic.and bitchy...
3) drink whole or skim milk?
whole...
A R E Y O U
4) simple or complicated?
Complicated
D O Y O U P R E F E R
5) grey or gray?
black....
6) colored or black-and-white photos?
i'd rather black and white....it looks classic...
7) lust or love?
LOve
8) sunrise or sunset?
sunset
9) M&Ms or Skittles?
M&Ms....the red, green and yellow ones with the peanuts....
10) rap or rock?
anything'll do...
11) staying up late or waking up early?
STAyinG Up laTE
12) TV or radio?
Both...but i prefer radio...coz there's music on all the time....you don't find 'days of our lives' on radio, do you...
13) eating apples or oranges?
apples
A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y
14) Do you have a crush?
i have a crush on someone?...yeah...
15) Who is it?
Ah....good one...well...I CAN'T TELL YOU..nanny nanny poo poo!
D O Y O U P R E F E R
16) being hot or cold?
cold
17) sun or moon?
MOOn
18) left or right?
right
19) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?
10 aqquantances....and loads of best friends...
20) sun or rain?
rain..
21) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?
vanilla
22) green beans or carrots?
spinach
23) boys or girls?
huh? boys and girls as preference?
24) low fat or fat free?
anything'll do
M I S C E L L A N E O U S
25) What is your biggest fear in the world?
dying..heights...losing loved ones...worms..my mom?
26) Kids or no kids?
not sure...
27) Cat or dog?
Cats
28) Mustard or ketchup?
chilli sauce
29) Hard cover books or soft cover books?
ALL KINDS OF BOOKS AS LONG AS IT'S BOOKS!!
30) Newspaper or magazine?
Magazines
31) Wonder or amazement?
amazement..
32) Red car or white car?
Black
33) Happy and poor or sad and rich?
How bout happy and rich?
34) Singing or dancing?
Dancing...it's subconciously exercising...and enjoying yourself at the same time...
35) Hugging or kissing?
dunno...havent tried one of them yet....
36) Corduroy or plain?
plain
37) Happy or sad?
happy

A B O U T Y O U

Full name?
Nur Natasha Bte Md Noor
Nicknames:
Nat..Natasha..Shasha...[rohanah always calls me tasha...urgh..]
No of siblings and their ages?
Sabrina [7]
Adam [4]
Number of candles that appeared on your last
birthday cake?
1 big one...5 little ones...
Date that you regularly blow them out?
on midnight of the day before 20031989
Pets?
3 cats...lotsa small fishes, 1 big lohan...2 hamsters
Eye color?
Dark Brown....i want it green...haiyah..
Hair color?
right now it's dark brown with a mix of dark red dye...

hello....woohoo...never go to school today...i got 2 days mc...which was yesterday and today...well, the area ard my eye really hurts and itches....guess it must have been the stage make-up....it was the glitter....
anyway...i have no idea what to type down right now...so maybe i'll type more later....

hey ppl...
i did'nt go school today....tired ar...and sick..and the skin ard my eyes is itchy...sometimes burning...
why ar?oh, well, because yesterday was commendation day.
and my prize for being the best student in art is a $20 voucher from popular....pathetic....
anyway...i liked the crowd's reaction yesterday....haha....and me mom came...wooohoo...
and farhan smiled at me....for the first time after what...2 yrs???
but...i dun lyke him already lah....i mean...i like him also no use...
i'd be lying if i said that i dun like anyone...i do...butkinda personal here....
i had fun yesterday...with my 'punkish' hairdo...and my fake rainbow colored eyelashes and my make-up
and my crappy costume....
after the whole thing...me and shaz had fun going round being crazy....
and i saw hayyan in his uniform.....nnniiiice.......he called me sexy...i called him hot...khakkakhahaha.....
my mom was with me trying the cakes out...
ibtisam tot that my mom was my younger sister....gawd....
i was very tired when i got home..i called heykal..and he made me look stupid,
by telling me that his leg was broken...which was not...dun worry..i'll break it for him...
and he told me that he has a new name for a girl who always calls him dickless baboon on msn...not me ar....
and that new name is....:breastless chicken...khakhahakha......haiz...not funny but in this case...this girl is an ayam....
khakkakhahakhakha....

picture of the day: Guy Frens....pathetic ones...i may add...



then pondan in the umbrella is heykal...
the guys on the right is cash and ashik all who went to och..
and blaa blaa blaah...

haiyah...[hafiz style]
today is good friday...and i met my mom;s fren....he's soooo totally not what i expected.
but he's okay lah....he seems a lil stiff...
anyway...i had a great time talking to you fitri....thanks for the compliments....muacks....
i went to meet them [my mom and her frend] at tm...had dinner at pastamania, had hot cocoa at starbucks, he left and momster got me a pair of black tshirts for el, and we took a picture at Pretty in Tokyo...
got toys for the small ppl...then went home...
so bored today....i want to go OCH.....
tml there's maths remedial, and there's commendation day practice....the whole day.....till 9 pm....haiyah....
whateverlah....

my conversation with liena again...i'm the girl with the wilted flower thingy

[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
i'm very SICK AND TIRED
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
of ppl
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
who just can't keep their comments abt fat ppl to themselves
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
am i that big?
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
that i can block heykal's view/
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
no..
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
actually ryte
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
when he is oredi potek
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
u sit beside heykal..
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
blind>
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
so whats with the u block his view
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
that part is like crappy..
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
it's not only him lin
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
and the "she is so big" is oso crappy
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
ur not so big..
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
just..ermmx..big
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
it's everyone.
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
even madhan.who's like big too...he's making fun of me...
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
ure not blocking my view tho'
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
den just say "look hu's speaking"
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
lin...u knoe madhan...and how big his mouth is...
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
yah
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
i have done that
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
he is one of the guy hu cant kip secret
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
and he retorted back...and insulted me to the max
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
so..i can't do anything
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
i'm also a punching bag for heykal and hazrel
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
sum people just dun realize theirself
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
and i will be insulted everyday by ppl who i dun even know....
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
dah.
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
i dun want to talk alot.
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
hoi ya hoi
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
rileks..
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
"ader udang di sebalik mee"
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
whatever lah lin...
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
rili laa
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
i'm just sick and tired
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
u see..
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
and now, i got no mood to go to skewl tml
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
people criticize u and one day they will feel bad.
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
why
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
wtv...
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
i dunno...
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
tgk ah
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
org ckp ngn dier..
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
whudever sini
"u noe they were asking if i like you ornot; and i said i didnt, well i'm lying" ** cHiCa`89 says:
whudever saner
[soon i saw the beauty of a wilted flower...]WHAT SHIT I WROTE... says:
coz i'll go to school full of insults

yup ppl...i go to school full of insults...i'm sick and tired..

heykal....take this down and don't forget...
and stop asking me again and again!!!:

i miss you by blink 182.
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stare I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

so....
i think i'm not having a very good day today.
i dun wanna sit BESIDE TOMOK...HE'LL MOLEST ME....
gawd...he'll pinch my babats, and lie down on me and sit on me
and zerong is like..beside tomok....arrrgh...and heykal so far away...how to kacau him??
ookay...rohanah hit me with a roll of paper...shit her lah,
and i got a few shoking facts out of baba and madhan.
they scared me and i hit their faces with the board duster.....
and i found out something bout lin, and what heykal said and whatever....
and now i dun have the mood to go to school because...
i'll get insulted because of my weight to the max....my hair...
and i'll become a punhcing bag to heykal and hazrel....
and madhan will slap me with his horrendous insults from this blabbermouth....
and i changed my sounclip to who's david from busted
and i think i want to die.
ooh...there's smallville later....

hiya ppl.
i'm bored, waiting for ms congeniality to start...haven't dome my hw...
i finally installed a sounclip in my blog...only hope
i was irritated with lin yesterday...trying to explain to her what true love is....watever...
anyway...my dad bought for me a pair of specs...thick black ones...like baba's gucci ones...
and i bought something stupid....haha, vampire teeth?? haha...just for fun...it was 70 cents...
went to concourse...ate at burger king...
di'nt go cycling with mom today...raining...
yesterday was ok lah...very boring...
ok ppl...i have nothing left to say, so, bye...

Never give out your password or credit card number in an instant message conversation.
-a conversation with liena-
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
i want to ask u sumtink la
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
huh...wat...?
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
wad u doing now
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
wat u wan
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
...
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
garang seh
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
nvm lah
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
WHAT LAH.....
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
NEVER MIND LAHHHHHH
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
watlah...wat u wan to ask...ask now...
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
wad is the thing abt inthe blog..
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
why u want to know...?
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
cos..
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
hehehehe
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
nvm
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
did he told u to help him with me
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
why?
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
hehehehe
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
nth
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
why lah....
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
did he ask you anything?
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
nothingg laaaaa
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
no
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
then why you want to know so much/
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
got lah but dun wan to tell
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
hehehehex
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
nvm..
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
well...
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
carry on with whudever u doing
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
he ask you whether u have feelings for him izzit?
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
hehehehex.........u got the brains
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
that's why you put in ur blog, i really really dunno...
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
i'm not stupid u knoe...unlike lots of ppl
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
am i in de lots of ppl
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
dunno
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
well...what is ur reaction when he asked u?
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
woi
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
ask me wad?
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
no reaction..just a raised eyebrow
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
and why u say u dunno when u don't like him more than a fren/
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
hello???
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
yah
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
i dun like him more than a fren
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
den y u tell him that u dunnoe??
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
you knoe...i have eyes that can read and ears that can listen...
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
yah i noe
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
then...
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
i shall ask once more...
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
why
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
did
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
u
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
tell
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
him
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
that
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
you
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
dunno?
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
not sure of my feelings. dot
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
well...do you like him or not...question mark.
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
i do not like him more than a fren exclamation mark
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
then why are you not sure of your feelings question mark?
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
im not sure if i like him more than a fren dot dot dot
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
eh...
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
yesh qns mark?
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
you said you like him as a fren exclaimation mark...then you say you not sure whether you like him more then a fren dot dot dot?
!!^LisA LoeB^TraCk#3^ aLbuM:^cAke AnD PiE^[*uNdeRdoG*]!! says:
what toking you?
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
i do like him as a fren
cHiCa`89 ** NeverWannaFallAgainSpareMeFromYourGame ** cHiCa`89 says:
as more than that, i havent discovered the feeling yet

Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel
Like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel
Like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you,
you make me feel like I am fun again

However far away,
I will always love you,
However long I stay,
I will always love you,
Whatever words I say,
I will always love you,
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you,
You make me feel like I am free again,
Whenever I'm alone with you,
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away,
I will always love you,
However long I stay,
I will always love you,
Whatever words I say,
I will always love you,
I will always love you

love song:311(no cure)
50 first dates sountracks.

rite...sorry i was away yesterday...i fell asleep till this morning.
well, i'm not in the mood to say anything much...but to make up for yesterday...whatever..
firstly the guy *Dan, is sumone not in this blog.
And I had a crush on this guy at school[names shall not be mentioned, in case he does'nt want his name to be mentioned..] from the time he told me about och till the time i gave him a poem...which was a month ago.
i dun have any feelings for anyone now.
so on wed..i was talking to him, when i suddenly felt that i should tell him bout the crush thingy...
so it went like this.

me:i tink i shd tell u sumtin.
him:wat?
me:arh...nevermind lah...
him:TELL AR!!!
AFTER A WHILE...when we were at the drink stall, this is wat happend.
me:you know the poem i gave u for st?
him:yah?
me:well...that poem was for st...
him:yah,
me:and it was also for you...
we both kept quiet...then i gabra already the i said
'i think i shldnt have said that...coz...ur reaction...'
him:nonono...it;s okay...
FINE...SO IT WAS OKAY...then i told him why i liked him, and he told me i was sweet...thanks...
then suddenly he told me sumthing...and i was like 'i knew it...'
then blaa blaa blaa....

whatever..then i found out that a guy who has the same name as my dad has a crush on me...he's from 1tc...oookay...scary...i tink he's blind....or there's just somthing wrong with him...

whatever...so today, i dunnoe why...me and maysze's daling never tok to each other...he did'nt even look at me....ok, look sorry lar i tell maysze that, but takkan sampai gitu sey...FINE WHATEVER...SO BITCHY...TOOO BAD LAH...

and i'm here now feeling mood out...feeling pathetic...because...i am the underdog...i am the last in line...don't be the enemy...don't stand in back of me...

oh yah, i did my i/c today...
and i'm going to school tmr to clean the class and go eldds full dress rehearsal....i soooo have no mood to go for eldds...

ppl, refer to lisa loeb's underdog, track 3 from cake and pie, if you dunno what i'm talking about in paragraph 5..

losing my strangeness by the minute...