yesterday, i dragged my mom out to play in the rain. yah i did that. so?
and i went to changi. ate at subway. so?
i bought a top. a grey shirt with the printing 'banana republic...minister of propaganda'. crap. so?
so? so? so?
i'm feelin crappy. so?

so...lah ti doh...
i 've been single all my life..
and if i were to go in a relationship, i won't...
why? because i'm afraid.
i'm afraid coz i never have been in a relationship... and i dunno what it's like.
why am i talkiing this way?
it's not like anyone's gonna come my way isnt it....
why? well, simply because i'm not their dream girl...
i'm not what u call perfect...
i'm on the heavy side...and i'm not that good looking...but hey, at least i have friends...
my mom tells me, do something about myself...blaa blaa...make them come after me,
but why cant they come after me when i'm looking like this?
what's so wrong bout not being perfect?

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maybe someday you'll give me your heart,
instead of just seeing you tear mine apart.
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But I Do Love You

I don't like to be alone at night
And I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoes
But I do love you
But I do love you

I don't like to see the sky painted grey
And I don't like when, nothin's goin my way
And I don't like to be the one with the blues
But I do love you
But I do love you

I love everything about the way your lovin me
The way you lay your head upon my shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do-o

And I don't like to turn the radio on
Just to find I missed my favorite song
And I don't like to be the last with the news
But I do love you
But I do love you

I love everything about the way your lovin me
The way you lay your head upon my shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do

And I don't like to be alone at night
And I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoes
But I do love you
But I do love you
But I do love you
But I do love you