satan's salvation

Check it out.

http://www.normalbobsmith.com/satanssalvation/

cute comics...hilarious...

Olsens...

[23 Jun 2004|06:47pm]

mom: Shasha, did you see that article in the paper today about the olsen girl, the brown haired one?
me: yes mom
mom: they say shes gone into rehabilitation for anorexia
mom: there was an article in US weekly and it had a picture of her from about a year ago and now... shes nothing!
me: yes there was a picture of her back in Star about a month ago
mom: shes a rack of bones! and so young to waste that!
dad: whos this you'r talking about?
mom: (goes on to explain mk. & a. olson's tv history and how loaded they are) they are just 18.. just graduated. and they were always so thin to begin with


can i shoot her please? pretty please? i am so damn sick of this olsen shit. i reaaally am. like holy shit, this happens to many people - why is this such a big thing 4 her. look at the statistics of how many people have this disorder. c'mon.

Hurhurhur...

Natasha was a Masterful Actor in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

OC

Which O.C. Character Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty


I seem to go to every quiz thingy do i...hurhurhur...

My battle war cry.

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Sprinting amidst the plains, clutching a vorpal blade, cometh Nat! And she gives a booming howl: "Vengeance and goo flow from my veins! You are made of meat and I am very hungry!!!"

Find out! Enter username: Are you a girl, or a guy ?

created by beatings : powered by monkeys

suits me just fine doesnt it?

Warning!

natasha is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested.

N POISON

Username:

From Go-Quiz.com
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

> WARNING

Nat is radioactive. Wear protective clothing at all times.

Username:

From Go-Quiz.com

OOPS!

i feel guity for shoving cashvin off...
Sorry cash.
kays...
and najiyah was like gg to blanja us for ice-cream..
then zac was like, whispering to me that she was bribing us...
i didnt know what she wanted to blanja us at first...
so then i was like..
what's najiyah bribing us...
then everyone stared at me and laughed..
i soooooo did not mean to say that...
gawd...
i'm evil...even without knowing it.

Unnoticable personality amidst.

Getting mentally tired. Not physically, I mean, come on... Who would be tired if you've been drifting in the epitome of boredom...
Something's killing me inside. Painful. The only problem is I don't know what it is.
Very painful. I miss him. I do. I just can't say it sometimes.
He wouldn't want to know anyways.
Can't sleep at night. Can't stop thinking. Things of which I know not.
Someone. Someday. Sometime. Set me thinking. Uunnoticable.
Nightmares... cold sweat.
Bad. Confused.

*Walks aimlessly*

I'm all headachey!

Well, today...
Caught in the esophagus of boredom as usual...
Woke up with a seriously throbbing..[if it's possible to describe..] headache.
My head was throbbing through out my dream...yah, i'm not joking...
my dream was me manufacturing a brownie company, and the factory was at och, and some guy
didnt approve of me manufacturing it...and he always shouted...
and whenever he shouted, the pain would just burst through my head...
whatever...
WAS planning to NOT go to EL today, but went anyway, coz the teachers would make noise...
Fortunately, i got to lie down for the first 20 mins of the play, coz my heqad was hurting too much..
Thanks Ms. Noraiza..that really helped.
I made a right choice coming to EL, coz i think i would have lost my character if i didnt come...
Like Madhan...haizz...sorry Mad...he lost his role as a Mechanic in our play..
The teachers were soooo totally hard on us..stupid bitches...
We're the ones acting right? So what if u've got a higher status?
Scolding us and stuff... You're not the ones acting right...

Whatever.

I'm allergic to cute...

I TOLD YOU PEOPLE!!1 I'M ALLERGIC TO CUTE!! WHY ARE PEOPLE SUDDENLY TELLING ME I AM??
FIRST CASHVIN...SAYING 'YOU REEK OF CUTE'
PAH! RASHES ALL OVER...ALLERGIC REACTION....HAD TO DIP MYSELF IN CALAMINE LOTION....
I LOOK LIKE A NACHO.
AND THEN THIS...
:[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
nat
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
do u knoe u tat u have the cutest face in greenview??
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
seriously
SERIOUSLY, now. How LAME do you have to be to think MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER is COOL? says:
huh?
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
u have the cutest look in gvss la
SERIOUSLY, now. How LAME do you have to be to think MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER is COOL? says:
u crazy or something?
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
im toking sense here
SERIOUSLY, now. How LAME do you have to be to think MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER is COOL? says:
who said that?
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
wat the??
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
i said la gundu!!
SERIOUSLY, now. How LAME do you have to be to think MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER is COOL? says:
thanks, but i don't think, anyone's gonna agree with you...
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
thatz their problem...
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
wat do u tink of me?
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
seriously
SERIOUSLY, now. How LAME do you have to be to think MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER is COOL? says:
youre ok..
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
itu jer???
SERIOUSLY, now. How LAME do you have to be to think MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER is COOL? says:
u look like some pervertic bastard on the outside..
SERIOUSLY, now. How LAME do you have to be to think MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER is COOL? says:
but your one teddy bear in th inside..
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
......
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
wat does one teddy bear mean?
SERIOUSLY, now. How LAME do you have to be to think MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER is COOL? says:
soft hearted romantic who's cute.
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
hahahaaha
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
eh shaz and salihin da break eh??
SERIOUSLY, now. How LAME do you have to be to think MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER is COOL? says:
Why?
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
asking jer...
SERIOUSLY, now. How LAME do you have to be to think MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER is COOL? says:
r u sure i look cute?
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
ya
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
honest
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
even shida agree wif me
SERIOUSLY, now. How LAME do you have to be to think MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER is COOL? says:
why u suddenly say like that?
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
bcoz i wanted to tell u long b4 but dont have the chance la...
[AbAnG FiT=I DonT KnoE=BaBy ShIdA] says:
no..asking jer
SERIOUSLY, now. How LAME do you have to be to think MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER is COOL? says:
oookay...thanks..URM...
SERIOUSLY, now. How LAME do you have to be to think MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER is COOL? says:
...

eeeeeeeeeh....

Extrovert?

Life as an ENFP
(Extravert, Intuitive, Feeler, Perceiver)

People of this type tend to be: enthusiastic, talkative, and outgoing; clever, curious, and playful; deeply caring, sensitive, and gentle; highly innovative, creative, optimistic, and unique; adaptable and resourceful but sometimes disorganized.

The most important thing to ENFPs is freedom to see possibilities, make connections, and be with a variety of people.

Sometimes.

Sometimes I...

-think bad thoughts.
- hate people too much.
- hold things inside.
- snap & do something crazy. (always for a reason)
- tell you how much I like you. (something I should do more often)
- get bored easy.
- pick a fight.
- take sometime to make up my mind.
- don't want you to know what I'm thinking.
- laugh when people get hurt
- am beautiful.
- want to be someone else.
- cry.
- don't try.
- am happy.
- hide.
- make you sick...
- make me sick...
- know you can see my pain
- forget..
- can't answer why..
- am innocent.
- am hard on myself.



- need you.. (most of the time)

Unpretty

I just feel ugly right now, only god knows why...

TLC - "Unpretty"

I wish could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today (yeah)

My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'

Chorus:
You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make up
That man can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I too
Be in the position to make me feel
So damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty too

Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm bein' stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
And then I'll get back to me (hey)
My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'

Suicidal Tendancies

I go to the kitchen, take out a knife, I look at my wrist and begin to slice:
Goodbye to the suffering, Goodbye to the pain, Goodbye to the anger, Goodbye to the hate..
I slice deeper and see the blood drain, my eyes look in horror, but I smile at the sight,
I close my eyes and wake up in fright.
It was all a dream, I am alive.
Suicidal tendencies stay in my mind.
And Still I Bleed...
I sit in the corner, in the dark; and alone. I wonder if anyone else is around,
I think and I fidged and I start to cry, I think to myself, it's a good night to die,
I reach for the razor that lays on the floor, up to my wrist; I feel so warm,
I feel the blood, then I feel a breeze, I hear the door; still I bleed.
I close my eyes, then I awake; to find myself in a hospital bed.
I scream in anger, and I hear the breeze, and yet as I am crying, I still bleed.

HellSpawn

You Really Thought We Would Lie Down And Let You Hammer The Lid Shut For The Last Time And Send Us To Hell?
The Box Was Left Open And The Gates Ajar.

Even The Gatekeeper Knew Our Destiny.

We Just Had To Hear It From Your Own Lips, From A Mear Whisper That We Was Gone And Forgotten.

The Thing You Cannot Forget There Is Two Things In Life And That Is Life And Death, You Choose The Path You Wish To Travel,
Choose The Right One, And The Power Is Yours .... Choose The Wrong One And .........

WE WILL TEAR YOUR SOULS APART!

Rock Group??

I don't think i wanna associate with the rock group anymore.
Sorry guys, but it's just that, i think i need to stay away, so that
there wouldnt be anymore problems.
You guys go ahead without me.
Bye.

Strange and Beautiful

Lyrics

Aqualung - Strange And Beautiful

I've been
watching your world from afar
I've been
trying to be where you are
and I've been
secretly falling apart
I've seen

To me
your strange and your beautiful
you'd be
so perfect with me but you just
can't see
you turn every head but you don't
see me

I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
And I'll put a spell on you
And when I wake you
I'll be the first thing you see
and you'll realise that you love me

Yeah

Yeah

Sometimes
the last thing you want comes in first
Sometimes
the first things you want never come
And I know
that waiting is all you can do
Sometimes

I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
I'll put a spell on you
And when I wake you
I'll be the first thing you see
and you'll realise that you love me

I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
Cos I put a spell on you
And when I wake you
I'll be the first thing you see
and you'll realise that you love me

Yeah

Yeah

Yeah

Little Voice.

I won't tell you what I'm thinking
'Cause it's not the same thing you're thinking too
You could say I got a best friend
And she's always telling me what to do

She's out of sight but easy to find
She's in the front of my mind

The little voice in my head won't let me forget
The little voice in my head is never misled
All of this noise is what keeps me from making a mess
The little voice in my head just won't let me get with you

La lala la la......

When I see you I admit
I start to lose my grip and all of my cool
You smell so sweet just like my perfume
What have we been doing since I left you

You're always there in my thoughts
But that doesn't mean that it's on

I know I sound insane, like I'm playing games
'Cause all i really want is you
But there are some things a girl won't do

i feel invisible.

i feel invisible...no, i want to be invisible.
don't ask.

I'm in Gryffindor!

thanks cashvin for the HP link...
I got into Gryffindor!







Yup ppl, i'ma HP fan...i'm also a Tom Felton fan too...hehe, he's cute..

feeling....blah.

my temper's rising.
i'm soooooo fucking bored.
i can't find my homework.
i think i'm dead.

Should i wear a bikini?

I went to the beach yesterday with Diana, Madhan, MS, Baba, and Heykal...and it was fun, tiring and crappy...
I actually have nothiig to say, except that, Diana sraightened my hair in the morning...and well, i thought
i looked great... and i miss Diana alot coz, i havent seen her till yesterday...
And I dunno...well, Diana was wearing a shocking pink bikini....and Madhan kept staring...I tell you,
if he keeps on doing that, i can dig his eyeballs up sia....
And MS was forced to wear Diana's other bikini...I have no comments...
Urm...well, i was supposed to follow them to OCH...yeah yeah yeah, i know...AGAIN!!...
blah blah...but in the end, i didnt follow, and i didnt get down the bus, so i left them there
stranded at the bustop...Sorry guys!
kk, gotta go...momma's calling...

Conversation with melvin.

他妈的[! tOr3 m! p@ntS 2d@3 ] says:
who would ever go
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
eh, i asked you nicely, so dont try to be bitchy with me ar...
他妈的[! tOr3 m! p@ntS 2d@3 ] says:
i will be bitchy
他妈的[! tOr3 m! p@ntS 2d@3 ] says:
fucker
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
fine then
他妈的[! tOr3 m! p@ntS 2d@3 ] says:
i hate nice ppl
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
sick moron...
他妈的[! tOr3 m! p@ntS 2d@3 ] says:
i m a bad person
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
person?
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
i thought you were a thing!
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
a foul one.
他妈的[! tOr3 m! p@ntS 2d@3 ] says:
prosistude bitch
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
oh, you cant even spell prostitute....
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
bastard.
他妈的[! tOr3 m! p@ntS 2d@3 ] says:
mi wae of speelin
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
speelin???
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
wow, very clever...
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
but, sadly, no one's applauding...
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
so sad... so sad...
他妈的[! tOr3 m! p@ntS 2d@3 ] says:
cant b bothered to tok to u
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
then don't.
他妈的[! tOr3 m! p@ntS 2d@3 ] says:
alright
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
out of words, i suppose...
他妈的[! tOr3 m! p@ntS 2d@3 ] says:
i will keep mi mouth shut
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
i thought you werent talking to me...
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
reply is a way of talking you know...
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
haiz...
他妈的[! tOr3 m! p@ntS 2d@3 ] says:
shut up lah...
i hate everything about you...why do i love you? says:
you're replying....


stupid....your being bitchy with the bitch.
Stop trying to outbitch me alright...

I'm ME....so what's wrong with that?

Emotions running high...
listening to evanescence track 10 or sumthing...
reading the conversation btwn me and him.
day dreamt and let my imagination run wild...

I was very irritated by MS's bubbliness, when Madhan was trying to tell her that
she's with a complete jerk. And she was like, "oh really? No comment...what to do, gotta get used to it loh"
she said happlily. Urgh...seriously irritated May Sze...Girls with PMS...i just don't understand.
I noe i'm 1 of them, but i don't feel anything...coz ppl say i'm bitchy even without PMS.

And ------ gave me a reality check that was so painful...
Let me list it down.

-Stop eating like there's no tomorrow.
-lose weight...go and run around or something.
-Stop trying to be goth.I'll look horrible.
-Stop oogling at guys.
-With my size like this, no guy will ever look at me.never.
-Stop being bitchy.
-Control my temper.
-Stop retorting back.
-Stop being lazy.
-Stop being untidy.
-Start excersizing.
-Stop liking people coz no one will like me.
-go and rebond my hair...coz i look better.

and blaa blaa blaa...that's all i remember. time for breaking all the rules.

------, SHUT UP. JUST SHUT UP!!! WHO ARE YOU TO SAY ALL OF THIS TO ME?
SHUT UR BLOOODY MUTHAFUCKING ASS UP!!!GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.............

I'M GOING TO RETORT.

-i'M NOT EATING LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW! DO YOU EVEN KKOW WHAT I EAT? SHUT UP.
-LOSE WEIGHT? LOSE WEIGHT? I AM LOSING WEIGHT!!! ARE YOU? I DON'T THINK SO!! AND
DON'T ASK ME TO RUN COZ I HATE RUNNING!
-I AM NOT TRYING TO BE GOTH. I JUST LIKE THEIR STYLE. DO YOU SEE ME DOING VOODOO AND ACTING ALL ANTI-SOCIAL?
NO RIGHT? THEN WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?
-WHY CAN'T I OOGLE AT GUYS? I MEAN GUYS CAN OOOGLE AT GIRLS, WHY CAN;T I?
I HAVE A RIGHT TO DO SO...IT'S NOT YOUR EYES....
-wITH MY SIZE LIKE THIS, WHO CARE WHETHER GUYS WON;T LOOK AT ME ORNOT?
WHY CAN;T I FIND A GUY WHO LIKES ME LIKE THIS? YOU SHUT UP!!!
-AS SALIHIN SAYS, IF I'M TOO NICE, PEOPLE WITH STEP ON MY HEAD, SO BEING BITCHY IS ME.
I'M BITCHY BITCHY BITCHY BITCHY BITCHY BITCHY BITCHY....WHATCHA GONNA DO NOW?
-I KNOW WHEN TO CONTROL MY TEMPER. YOU JUST HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO CONTROL YOUR MOUTH.
-STOP RETORTING? SHUT UP!!!!!!
-EH, SO WHAT IF I'M LAZY? AREN'T YOU?
-ME? STOP BEING UNTIDY? I JUST DON;T CARE. I MEAN, YOU'RE GOING TO THE EXTENT THAT IF I'M NOT TIDY, MY LIFE WILL BE MESSY. WELL, I WANT MY LIFE TO BE MESSY. NEAT IS BORING. I WANT MY LIFE FULL OF SURPRISES, LIKE MY MESSY ROOM, WHEN YOU LIFT UP SOME CLOTHES, YOU'LL FIND A $10 NOTE THERE...
-START EXCERSIZING? 1 WORD. NO.
-STOP LIKING PPL? XCUSE ME, WHO ARE YOU TO STOP ME? I DIDNT STOP YOU FROM LIKING ASTRI DID I?
-ARE YOU ASHAMED WHENEVER I'M AROUND YOU WITH MY CURLY MESSY HAIR?? IT'S ME! NATASHA, YOUR SUPPOSED FRIEND??

AND BLAAAAAAAAAAA.

i was so angry when he told me all of that.
are you my friend to say that?
i mean, you guys are friends with my coz of me...
why are you trying to change me soooo much?
are you guys malu whenever i;m around or what?
asking me to rebond my hair and all...
why can't i be ME?

I can't find my DIARY!!

day b4 yesterday...i tonned again...and my mom found out.
so if i ever sneak out again, i'm gonna be grounded for life.

we went to the beach...and i watched the sunrise...
it was beautiful. i wish i had a camera to show you...
And heykal and ms...i just don't understand them...
i mean theyre like..

Heykal: You want to break up with me onot?
Ms:Dunno...

I mean the subject of breaking up is like dropping a bomb on someone's head, but they're asking
as if they would prefer coffee to tea...

haiz...

lots of emotions the ast few days....
and i needed to jott it down, but,
I CAN'T FIND MY DIARY!!!

i've checked everywhere...i can;t find it...how? how? how?
lots of things that no one's supposed to read...
i keep things in the book...
haiz...

10 things i hate about you.

I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you’re not around,
and the fact that you didn’t call.
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
not even close…
not even a little bit…
not even at all.

Bitter

Broken Promises. Broken Hearts. Broken ME.

Feeling Bitter.

Why?

I care too much. Abt Friends. Abt other people who don't even know i care.
Well, I shouldn't.

So, I should just shut up and keep things to myself...until these things in my head keeps on piling and piling till my brain bursts and i have nowhere to go, and nothing to think abt.

Nice things that i thought would happen, eventually took a wrong turn.
I feel so stupid to daydream about things that wouldn't ever happen to me.
And i got the most humiliating sentence that anyone could tell me...nicely.
I shouldn't mention any names...or quotes from the conversation.
I feel like i'm fungus, growing on rotten wood.
Even worse, the mucus that feeds on the rotten wood, to produce the fungus on the rotten wood.
Yes, that bad.

My wrist hurts coz i punched the wall. My ankle hurts too coz i kicked the chair.
I stepped on his photograph.

Bitter. Bitter. Bitter me.

I ate 1 whole chocolate cake. I don't even like cake.

Words can Heal and Words can Harm
Words are very important. Words can heal and words can harm. Words can hurt grievously and for a long time. The tongue can bless and the tongue can curse. It is very important for us to control our words and tame our tongue when we are angry. Many times, when we are angry we say the most atrocious things. We forget ourselves and become indifferent to what we say. We blast the other person without mercy, although we may not mean those words. But words once spoken cannot be taken back and it takes a long time to forgive and forget. We have to exercise self-control. Many couples are particularly prone to such outbursts when they get mad. But it is not an easy thing to control our tongue when we are provoked, boiled over with anger or have outburst of wrath. It is at such time that we have to learn to hold our tongue and to remain silent. If we can’t tame our tongue, we have to take a break or go for a walk to cool off. It is much easier to control the words before the blow-up than during the explosion.
Uncontrollable words spoken in anger can have devastating effect. Angry words, that are used unthinkingly, such as “I don’t care,” ”I can’t be bothered,” “I don’t need you,” or “you can go to hell” cause pain and feelings of rejection. They give rise to insecurity. The unmeant and foolish words contain full of deadly poison and can play havoc in the mind. The unruly words get churned over for hours on end and create their worst mischief in a difficult relationship. It can take a very long time to forgive what was said. Let us learn to turn away from angry words before they leave our mouth and try to say healing words instead. Father Henri Nouwen said, “It is so important to choose our words wisely. When we are boiling with anger and eager to throw bitter words at our opponents, it is better to remain silent. Words spoken in rage will make reconciliation very hard. Choosing life and not death, blessings and not curses, often starts by choosing to remain silent or choosing carefully the words that open the way to healing.” (“Bread for the Journey,” Sept 5)
We must also be very careful that in our anger we do not label our children with ugly names such as fat, stupid, snake, pig, moron, ‘kay-poh’(busy-body), useless, good for nothing. Such negative words can do harm to them for years to come! Henri Nouwen said, “When we say to someone, ‘You are an ugly, useless, despicable person,’ we might have ruined the possibility for a relationship with that person for life. Words can continue to do harm for many years.” (“Bread for the Journey,” Sept 5) Indeed, we do not want to spoil our relationship with our own precious children.
St Paul advises us not to speak harmful words but to use helpful words, “Do not use harmful words, but only helpful words, the kind that build up and provide what is needed, so that what you say will do good to those who hear you.”(Ephesians 4:29 TEV) Also, don’t utter vulgar or obscene words, “Nor is it fitting for you to use language which is obscene, profane, or vulgar.” (Ephesians 5:4 TEV) And no more immoral talks, jokes or gossips “Since you are God’s people, it is not right that any matters of sexual immorality or indecency or greed should even be mentioned among you...You may be sure that no one who is immoral, indecent, or greedy (for greed is a form of idolatry) will ever receive a share in the Kingdom of Christ and of God.”(Ephesians 5:3,5 TEV) St Paul warns us not to quarrel so we are to “Remind our people of this, and give them a solemn warning in God’s presence not to fight with words. It does no good, but only ruins the people who listen...Keep away from profane and foolish discussions, which only drive people further away from God. Such teaching is like an open sore that eats away the flesh.”(2 Timothy 2:14,16-17 TEV) He reiterates that we should “keep away from foolish and ignorant arguments; you know that they end up in quarrels. As the Lord’s servant, you must not quarrel. You must be kind toward all, a good and patient teacher, who is gentle as you correct your opponents, for it may be that God will give them the opportunity to repent and come to know the truth. And then they will come to their senses and escape the trap of the Devil, who had caught them and made them obey his will.”(2 Timothy 2:22-26 TEV)
It is vitally important that we exercise our choice to speak helpful words wherever we are, particularly at home. As Henri Nouwen said, “Words can bring consolation, comfort, encouragement, and hope. Words can take away fear, isolation, shame, and guilt. Words can reconcile, unite, forgive, and heal. Words can bring peace and joy, inner freedom and deep gratitude. Words, in short, can carry love on their wings. A word of love can be one of the greatest acts of love.” (“Bread for the Journey,” June 22) When we choose to speak words of care, words of encouragement, words of praise, words of love, words of admiration, positive words---they uplift and give meaning to our lives. Everyday we need to give and receive words of encouragement, hope and joy. We then create an environment that is pleasant to be in and that gives us the confidence and courage to cope with our stressful life here and now. Henri Nouwen said, “When we say to our parents, children, or friends, ‘I love you very much’ or ‘I care for you’ or ‘I think of you often’ or ‘You are my great gift,’ we choose to give life.
It is not always easy to express our love directly in words. But whenever we do, we discover we have offered a blessing that will be long remembered. When a son can say to his father, ‘Dad, I love you,’ and when a mother can say to her daughter, ‘Child, I love you,’ a whole new blessed place can be opened up, a space where it is good to dwell. Indeed, words have the power to create life.” (“Bread for the Journey,” Sept 6)
Often, we want to hear words such as, “’I’ve been thinking of you today,’ or ‘I missed you,’ or ‘I wish you were here,’ or ‘I really love you.’ It is not always easy to say these words, but such words can deepen our bonds with one another.
Telling someone ‘I love you’ in whatever way is always delivering good news. Nobody will respond by saying, ‘Well, I know that already, you don’t have to say it again!’ Words of love and affirmation are like bread. We need them each day, over and over. They keep us alive inside.” (“Bread for the Journey,” Feb 12) “When we say, ‘I love you,’ and say it from the heart, we can give another person new life, new hope, new courage. When we say, ‘I hate you,’ we can destroy another person. Let’s watch our words. (“Bread for the Journey,” Feb 11)
At the same time, we must be careful that we are sincere in our words because if we say, ‘I love you,’ without meaning it, then such words do more harm than good. But if these same words are spoken from the heart, they create new life. They give joy. They bring happiness. We have to make sure that our words are rooted from our heart.
To dwell in peace and joy, we have to learn from Jesus. As Henri Nouwen said, ”The words of Jesus can keep us erect and confident in the midst of the turmoil of the end-time. They can support us, encourage us, and give us life even when everything around us speaks of death. Jesus’ words are food for eternal life. They do much more than give us ideas and inspiration. They lead us into the eternal life while we are still being clothed in mortal flesh.
When we keep close to the word of Jesus, reflecting on it, ‘chewing’ on it, eating it as food for the soul, we will enter even more deeply into the everlasting love of God.” (“Bread for the Journey,” Sept 20) So it is vitally essential for us to read the Bible, as, “Spiritual reading is food for our souls. As we slowly let the words of the Bible or a good spiritual book enter into our minds and descend into our hearts, we become different people. The Word gradually becomes flesh in us and transforms our whole being. Thus spiritual reading is a continuing incarnation of the divine Word within us. In and through Jesus, the Christ, God became flesh long ago. In and through our reading of God’s Word and our reflection on it, God becomes flesh in us now and makes us into living Christs for today.
Let’s keep reading God’s Word with love and great reverence.” (“Bread for the Journey,” April 16)
Since love is proved by works and not words alone, “What we live is more important than what we say, because the right way of living always leads to the right way of speaking. When we forgive our neighbours from our hearts, our hearts will speak forgiving words. When we are grateful, we will speak grateful words, and when we are hopeful and joyful, we will speak hopeful and joyful words.
When our words come too soon and we are not yet living what we are saying, we easily give double messages. Giving double messages--one with our words and another with our actions--makes us hypocrites. May our lives give us the right words, and may our words lead us to the right lives.” (“Bread for the Journey,” June 20)
Should we, then, keep quiet and not speak at all if we cannot live by what we say? No, said Henri Nouwen, “Can we only speak when we are fully living what we are saying? If all our words had to cover all our actions, we would be doomed to permanent silence! Sometimes we are called to proclaim God’s love even when we are not yet fully able to live it. Does that mean we are hypocrites? Only when our own words no longer call us to conversion. Nobody completely lives up to his or her own ideals and visions. But by proclaiming our ideals and visions with conviction and great humility, we may gradually grow into the truth we speak. As long as we know that our lives always speak louder that our words, we can trust that our words will remain humble. (“Bread for the Journey,” June 21)
Finally, we need to remind ourselves that all of us have a responsibility to share and pass on our unique experiences in life to our children and others by telling our stories, if possible, in writing. Henri Nouwen said “One of the arguments we often use for not writing is this: ‘I have nothing original to say. Whatever I might say someone else has already said it, and better than I will ever be able to.’ This, however, is not a good argument for not writing. Each human being is unique and original, and nobody has lived what we have lived. Furthermore, what we have lived, we have lived not just for ourselves but for others as well. Writing can be a creative and invigorating way to make our lives available to ourselves and to others.
We have to trust that our stories deserve to be told. We may discover that the better we tell our stories the better we will want to live them.” (“Bread for the Journey,” April 29) Writing also helps us to touch base and clarify our thoughts for us to live our life more fully. ”Writing can help us to concentrate, to get in touch with the deepest stirrings of our hearts, to clarify our minds, to process confusing emotions, to reflect on our experiences, to give artistic expression to what we are living, and to store significant events in our memories. Writing can also be good for others who might read what we write.
Quite often a difficult, painful, or frustrating day can be ‘redeemed’ by writing about it. By writing we can claim what we have lived and thus integrate it more fully into our journeys. Then writing can become lifesaving for us and sometimes for others too.” (“Bread for the Journey,” April 27)

Wondering why i'm in lust?

ASK HAZREL...

ME MOMMARAWK...

ME MOMMARAWK...
HAIZ...PPL SAY SHE'S MA SISTER...AM I THAT OLD-LOOKING?
NEVERMIND...CAN GET INTO CLUBS EASILY...