Today.

Shut up you imbeciles.

Stop laughing before I start slapping your faces into place.

Whatever.

And thanks Raymie.

The bookmark you made fer me was sweet.

And I loved it.

Yesterday was the most crappiest day of my life.

Okay, maybe I was exaggerating.

Well, I woke up from a dream, that the whatever-rock-group came back

for a reunion. And in the dream, I had fun. Me and him*..We were laughing

again, forgetting the present, sinking into the past.

And so I woke up,

and wished that I

didn't tell him how I really felt,

and we still could be friends,

and we would go back to our old days.

And I was feeling crappy. Lost. Shitified.

And I guess I was kinda sulking the whole day.

And I heard something from Madhan.

Which lightened me up abit,

but still, it didn't make any difference.

Whatever.

So now I can actually post. yay.

So what's been happening?

I don't know.

Don't ask.

Hey AHMAD!!

Oh, people, Ahmad is my

Childhood-roll-in-the-mud-come-to-my-house-and-eat-chewing-gum-friend!!!!

Thanks fer finding him fer me Lyn.

Anyways... my so-called *date* thingy on Saturday.

It was... well, dissapointing?

Hmm...

Okay.. so I think Shahrul's cute, but I don't like him to the max...

And well,

I guess I was that SCARY, that he didn't even LOOK at me.

Hmm... the dissapointment.

Anyways, I guess i'm okay with Abu.

He seems okay, and he rocks with the drums!

~sweet...

and Ryho is like ' WHO killed the Tiger! Who killed the tiger?'

....WHO did it.

And Ben. Aah...the belo meets cute meets kolot meets cute.

Did I mention cute? As in cute- adorable- cute. Not cute-cute.

And then there's AZIM.

Heh, he rocks his base.

So, after my first jamming session,

we went to bugis to eat,

and then to PS.

And I met up with dear sweet AHMAD,

who's so bonking unexpected!

I thought he'd be some mat or something,

but HELLO! He's an English speaking dude

who's a bloody friend of mine, who I haven't got in

touch with for like 7 years.

Cool.

And i heard he's single....Oh May...

Hint hint*

Oh, so I went to YP for the first time again.

There was this crappy mat sponsor band trying to

do a cover of Blink 182's First Date.

Uhh...they sucked.

And I met Ahmad's friend, Jeryll...is that how you spell

the name? I don't know...sorry..

He's cool, very friendly, and we BITCHED!

heh. And turns out to be that he's

my cousin Diana's friend too.

Sweet~

Oh well..I've nothing more to say so,

I'll bug off now.

bluergh

The use of simple English.

Sometimes I don't know what to do

when I'm supposed to do SOMETHING.
It doesn't really make sense,

but then I panic,

because I don't know what to do.

Am I making any sense?

Ok Nat, shut up.

But when I see someone cry,

and I don't know what to do,

but I want the person to stop crying,

I feel do useless.

I mean,

i'm too afraid to do anything,

in case it's the wrong thing to do,

and so I panic, but keep quiet,

and look useless, which, I am.

I'm sorry if I can't help to

make you feel better,

it's just that sometimes,

i'm not really sure of anything.

-------------------------------------------

To put that aside,

My day today wasn't much...I mean,

no one wants to listen to nothing interesting...

Madhan, Shaz and Liena wasn't in school today...

so it was uber-boring.

Salihin looked like a lost puppy

without his other half...but

I can't blame him,

because he always does look

like a lost lovesick puppy.

Maybe not puppy...Bulldog maybe?

Hmm...

I checked my friendster,

and I have been noticing that,

some people, use too much 'Z's in their words.

Something like: YoZZZ HowZZ areZ youZZZ?

How in the world do you say that out loud?

Honestly, I can't stand people who

can't use the English language properly.

I mean, okay, I shouldn't be too skeptical,

because I may have been one of those before,

but you are going too overboard with too much

of an alphabet which isn't necessary in every

word you say.

I'm sometimes very irritated at the fact

that people often deliberately mis-spell

words to make their profiles or whatever

look "Cool".

And it's very rare to come across a

person who uses English NORMALLY, without

any deliberate mis-spelled words,

or without any additional alphabets in

their profiles or whatever.

Hmm,

my point out of this is,

please do not embarass yourself and

use the English launguage so others

can actually understand what you're

actually talking about.

Thank you and goodnight.

...

P.S:

DID I REALLY SELL MY SOUL TO HER?

Hey...

I don't feel that i'm myself...

Really I mean...

I feel different....

very....

Hmm...

I'm a girl who wears a mask to smile to

the whole world.

Oh well, no one would want to see what's

behind my mask anyways.

and...

I envy those who have attention when

not asked for,

Those who are realised, when they haven't

done anything,

And those who are appreciated,

merely because of their beauty.

...