3 TINGS HAPPEN TDAE....
I'LL TELL YA TMR...
IT'S HOTT NEWS...

adapted from the internet...i kinda think it's tru..

Guys:

1. She makes eye contact and smiles at you.
2. She calls you for homework..... a lot!!

3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.

5. She says "No, I'm not telling you who I like!!" with a big smile on her face.

6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seeming interested.

7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends, she's almost always next to you.

8. She criticizes (put downs) the girl you like.
9. She knows your WHOLE family's names including your dog).

10. She knows stuff about you like your birthday, eye color, favorite color, screen name, favorite food, favorite band, what music you like and favorite sport.

11. Her friends outside of school know about you and say she talks of you a lot.

12. She knows your phone number and address.

13. She will try and talk and spend time with you as much as possible.


Girls:

1. His snow ball hits you (but not in the face).
2. He threw away his laser pointer after youtold him you think they promote random acts of violence.

3. After asking you to sign his yearbook he wrote "How come we never hung out?".

4. He yelled Hi!!" to your mom that day she picked you up from school.

5. He blew off his buds to go see "Run Away Bride" with you cause you couldn't get another girl pal to go and you didn't want to go alone.

6. Forget your jacket? You can wear his.

7. His voice get softer ("Hey you") whenever you two talk.

8. You hung up on him and he called you back.

9. You were invited by him to a group outing.

10. He called you to talk to you about nothing at all.

11. He imitates your laugh- okay, you do snort sometimes, which makes you laugh even more!!

12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation.



lyke whatever
13. He sometimes stares strait into your eyes.

hiya ppl...
okay...so today was not so eventful...
just a few things...i have a new donkey. her name is joyce...hahaha...eeyore...
and i had prize giving rehearsal...but i dub think i'm gonna be there coz i'm performing...
so skipped taf club...hahahahahah...
i have heats tmr...i dun even know how to throw a discus....what IS a discus?
haiz...my fren wants to turn lesbian....CRAZY IZZIT?
all because of.....alah...lazy ar wanna say his name...
art was boring...had tto draw a bicycle...k lah... see u guys tmr...
eh maysze..what is ur blog ar???

hello ppl...
what happened today...
was angry at heykal, coz he said some stuff which was very painful...did'nt talk to him till chem...whatever..
class tees:pink shirt, white design...
principle talked to our class...i was laughing my head off...
after school sat with mad, dollah, shaz...oh yah..salihin was sick..so shaz was lke...OMG....
had lunch...
el was kinda pathetic...first i had mood...then i became mood out when ruzaini started being bitchy...
i can't stand his bitchiness...whatever...he saithe word 'ouch' is copyrighted...since when..i've always been using that word...
came home...the helped mom with her blog...
started talking with fit, andre, maysze and liena on the net...
talking to fit was fun...anyways... message to Fitri:...HI!!!!!...
maysze was discussing some STUPID things with me...i tell u maysze...u do what u say, i will do something to u....
liena just came back frm bangkok..
andre was talking about lin's and my blog...
i asked liena to give me the html code for my mom...not much my mom's blog..
not yet updated...but nice green shades...she said she wanted somthing green...
tmr got art...and i said i'd help shaz with salihin's chicken oup...
alah...see you guys tmr lah...

haloo...
sorry...kinda bz ppl....
So here's what's been happening...

Thursday:
I did'nt have the mood for class....Seriously...i was dead in my mind...Art class was okay...sat with maysze...
We shared lotsa secrets...hehe...
I help that bloody bastard witb his art...then he 'scolded' me for doing his art...because the teacher saw me helping him...gawd...i can just kick his dick there and then...haiz..
I had no mood the whole day...We got 4 free periods in class...then ms swee came in and seperated us from the retained students...and she talked to us about some teacher...who complained about our class...who said this:"the boys in the class are lazy, and the girls here are vainpots;they're here to just be pretty and seduce boys"
HELLO????wHAT THE *TOOOOOOOT* IS *TOOOOOOOT*
WRONG WITH YOU????*TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT*!
*TOOT* YOU AND *TOOT* UR MOTHER TOO....
How dare he/she say that???????we seduce boys??? hello??? the boys in our class here are TOO DAMN UGLY to be seduced by us....GAWD!...AND WE ALWAYS HAVE BEEN PRETTY!!!!!GET THE PICTURE????
anyways...thanks heykal,and sufiyan and ridhwan and whoever who helped me with the printer episode...haha..
el was pathetic today.....

Friday:
Went to do my i/c which i soooooo did not...haiz...i forgot to bring my birth cert, and my parents photocopied i/c...
I met wan,yan, heykal,aliff,juni and farahin under the block when i got back from my mom's place...it was raining heavily...i lended the girls an umbrella...
Yan wanted to steal my neighbour's shoes...Nike ones...whatever...Madhan did'nt come today...and i found out something horrible....he may die and harass me at night when he becomes a ghost.......yeah...there may be a tumour at the back of his head...or it's just a migrane...that's why he did'nt come to school...rite...haiz...whatever...i spent the night talking to madhan..and he found out lotsa things that he wasnt supposed to know...whatever...Liena's leaving for Bangkok tmr...I'm sending her off...

Saturday:
Had REP today...it was boring...and council investiture..
I couldnt find liena anywhere...and i tried calling her...but she did'nt pick up...so i could'nt send her off....sorry girl..
Bubye anyways....oh yah...I am sooo sorry shazana...about salihin....i totally let go when he said that i reminded him of you...honest....i feel so guilty...SORRY!!!!!
I am sooooooooooooooooooooo angry with heykal.
Hidayah's head was on his lap when i found him at the bustop, waiting for me...WHY???Gawd.....FIrst he say he dun like...the next thingI see is hidayah on his lap...I WILL SOOOOOOOO TELL MAYSZE!!!!And what did he do when he saw me looking at him???...smile stupidly....ya lah...enjoying it lah...some girl on his lap....like whatever!!and that girl has a boyfriend heykal!!!!NEWSFLASH!!! : YOU'RE TOO UGLY FOR HER!!!!!Ugh...

Sunday:
I'm trying to get Maysze trough the phone...but i just can't...i wanna tell her what happened yesterday....
i refuse to talk to heykal...about his art...i dunnoe what's gonna happen to it.....
Madhan!!!!i'm bored....call meeeeeeeeeeeeee........
To everyone except Fauzee:Hi!!!

stranger than ever.

A candle flickers, on a table accompanied by fresh white
lilies in a small porcelain vase.
He reveals his captivating smile..his mysterious eyes
stare.
A bouquet of roses, as a surprise.
12 roses. 11 blood red. 1 white.
His voice fills me in an ecstacy, when he says that i'm that white rose...one of a kind.
I am in love with him.
He holds me.
Warmth overcomes the cold winds of the ocean.
He moves me slowly, with the rhythm of the waves..
We dance.
Then bends down to deliver a kiss as sweet,
as sweet as honey, honey fit for a king.
I return his kiss.
I lose myself in his eyes.
And he finally assured me.
As he says he is in love with me.
Entwining me in a fantasy,
My valentine.

hie..erm...
liena:do u like cashvin?
cashvin:do you like liena?..
answer my questions okay?...i wanna know...
coz it seems that in liena's blog..there seems to be some stuff abt u guys..hehe what's going on ar....hehehe
anyways...sorry liena..but heykal forced me to go to ur blog..if not he'll tell everyone my secret..
attention ppl..
I think i want to tell you all sumthing...
but i can't bring myself to tell you this little thing...it's a secret...ai..w...
ah nevermind lah..no need...if u wanna know..ask me larh..

okay... i want to get some things straight....
1.I do not like heykal, neither does he like me nor are we together.
2.I do not like sharezan,neither does he like me nor are we together.
3.I definitely DO NOT like MADHAN,neither does he like me nor are we together.
4.We are all JUST FRIENDS.
5.And Dan is a guy i mentioned in HaTe LovES*my blog*...i mean, a guy who i mentioned with his name not being dan.
okay...whatever...
6.and this *dan* doensnt know that i have feelings for him...AND I DON'T WANT HIM TO KNOW...I'LL TELL YA Y NEXT TIME.....
shit...that was the thing i wanted to tell ya'll just now..
i have nothing to say right now...so whatever...

i like emily strange, and think that tap pants suck.

Halooo....
My second day of school ppl....it began lyke this...
woke up...blaa blaa blaa...
At the quadrangle...early in the morning, Jannah gave me a b'dae card...sho shueet.. haha..
Then got spotcheck...
Heykal came late...and hid....lucky bastard....
sheesh..
Art was okay...but there was this point of time when Farhan's current 'date' or whatever...who's aunty judy's daughter, came into the artroom, and stared at me doing my painting, i did'nt know it was her, when i looked up, i got the shock of my life, and got white paint all over my hands, she smiled and i'm like...'urm...uhh okay...hello?'
and she's like nodding her head...
oookay...
Anyway...heykal and me planned to see all the things me and liena said about him in the blogs we had...at the school library..with hayyan and HAFIZ...(there you go hafiz...i said typed your name out...)
and shaz and salihin appeared...together with madhan..and then the teacher halau-ed us out of the library coz they wanted to do sumthin...
Heykal got to see the special 'Heykal Sucks Petition' in liena's blog...and was like whatever...
Oh yeah...Shaz got terminated from council...stupid rite??
Council is bias... and they're so racist...
Let's all sign the 'COUNCIL SUCKS PETITION'!....Haiz...
Anyways...after we looked at the blogs, we all went to the canteen to have lunch and Cashvin approached me...asking for a poem for the school's newsletter...should i give him or not....dunno lah...see first..
We were eating when Heykal blurted out somthing which madhan's not supposed to know...AND ALL YOU PPL READING THIS ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO KNOW...so i will not disclose what heykal said...and thank god madhan did'nt suspect anything....and heykal made up somthing like me falling on the ice when i was at B&B:disney on ice...
RRRIte...he gets rid of a secret and makes up something stupid about me....
Haiz....
Whatever...anyways...in madhan's words...'there is such ting as chemical attraction...' ?????
I was with Dan just now...and when his hand brushed by me just now...goosepimples broke out...sheesh...

Haiz...got lotsa homework...so see ya guys tmr...

Stranger by the minute...

just got to know that liena has a new blog... sunthin like www.xfootprintsx.blogspot.com...
all sugarie sweet thingy... haha.. no comments i guess...
i decided that i do not want to be soooo damn bitchy...
i'll just be...bitchy onli....haha..
and i decided to come wake up at 6.30 everyday and come to school early....dunno wats happening to me...
Oh yeah... i pushed madhan and he rolled down...at the steps on stage...haha...sorrie mad...
I wanna change... i dunnoe how..
i wanna be a nice SLIM girl who does not copie homework and hands it up on time everyday....ahh..that'll be the day..but if i'm like that...it's kinda boring...i like being bitchy...i dunnoe why...but it seems that mad always outbitches me...haha...
Ahh...toxic's on radio...haha...
lalalalala....
so...any ideas on how to change???>....haiz...you guys wait for a tagboard lah...then you tell me what to do...

Stranger by the...second.....i'm feelin' pathetic.....

Hullo ppl....
Guess what time i slept yesterday.....
4 am...haha...was daydreaming about Dan...and the cute dark angel guy i told you about....
I could barely stay awake in class....
Oh yeah... MaySZe...heykal misses you...alot...
Anyways, today was kinda boring...Mrs Chew was angry at us today... we all did'nt do our maths...she made us stay back for supplymentary..well, that session helped alot.., i actually understand the topic now...haha...
Got lotsa homework... haiz....
Oh yeah, Heykal commented on my mom's way of english speaking....bloody bastard...how dare he...only i can comment on it....Why? Because I'm her daughter u idiot...
Anyways....what madhan n co. did to sabo me....
they bought the cheap crackers and threw it all over me...hello????it went to my bra and blaaa....my hair was full of orange crumbs....
whatever.....well, fitri still owes me $4.40, and he is such a liar about his blog...he say got whateverlah...but there was only 1 post...*tink wat...kool ar???semack...*
haiz...whateverlah...

hate loves:
My heart is torn and cannot be mended
My thoughts that roam my mind are no longer splendid
To love is to hate and to hate is to love
To that special four letter word I will push and shove
My breathing is weak and I cannot see
Your face is there when I drop to my knee
Let God have me now...
..Blood drips from my brow
Taste the hate and feel how it is warm
It welcomes well in its form
My heart is torn and cold inside
It rips open and lets forth a dark blooded tide
It is "love" that has caused all this trouble
And it is"love" that has made hate in my heart double
If this word causes so much pain
For this word why do others seek and try to gain?

stranger by the minute...

I had a dream...
a stupid but nice and disgusting dream...

a really hot guy making out with me...
and madhan, cashvin and heykal making fun of me while i was making out with the guy...
saying this:
'Baba pour some curry on me baba....'
Gawd...
anyways, the guy was really mysterious...and hot..and cute...with nice dimples...haha...

With a taste of your lips i'm on a ride..
youre toxic i'm slipping under..
With a taste of a poison paradise..
i'm addicted to you...don't you know that your toxic...

Stranger by the minute...

Hiya ppl...

Okay... so i'm free now, so i'll tell ya whut's been happening for the past...5 days...

Wednesday:
OCH: Scary, Scary, Scary....
Heykal, Madhan, Shikin,Hidayah,Shazana,Hadi,Salihin,Hidir,
Riez and some guy who i did'nt know....
I saw lotsa things...so did Madhan... i couldnt take it in the end...i almost cried...
Madhan saw some bapok blowing a guy...
I don't wanna say what happened...too scary...
But i can tell you, I think I shrink when i'm scared...Serious
I mean, I could fit thru the small hole, and i can surprisingly climb up the ladder to the rooftop beside the lift...
Out of OCH:
Shazana had the Killer Bs(Burning, boiling and bitchy) with Salihin..haha...Coz Salihin was happily fooling around with Hidayah and Shikin...Shazana was hiding her feelings, but she showed it to us, gawd her face....haha...
then she tried to make salihin jealous but 'flirting' with heykal, haha...GawD!!...Heykal knew of course...
I think heykal likes hidayah...W...
Madhan... i hope you know what i mean....;P
That guy can't keep his eyes to himself...see pretty girl, or some girl who's okay looking who's layaning him only want to like....GawD..
Heykal and madhan irritated me to the max when i got home with shaz on a taxi....then in the taxi..
Shaz: Nat,... you okay ornot?
Me:No.
Shaz and salihin laughed...then the talked to each other like i wasn't there...yeah...that kinda talk...Gawd...
i turned behind and...
Salihin:Oops, Sorry Nat, we forgot that you're here...
Me:I'm this big and you can't see me and can forget about me?
Salihin:Whatever....
How dare he whatever me...

Thursday:
Home: Woke up at 8..asked Kakak to buy the stuff for the barbeque at Mark's..Dollah sposed ta come at 9, and he came at 11...rrrite... i finished cooking the spagetti sauce and was cutting the chicken when Raihan, Mark, and melvin came with the minced meat, and extra bottle of spageeti sauce, which i added to the cooked 1....
And raihan helped fry the chicken, i defrosted the minced meat and we all switched when dollah came and help with the meatballs...
BBQ:I can say that the SPagetti and the Fried Chicken Wings was a success..everyone complimented on it..and it was all finished...the bbq wasnt that ok...coz the crabsticks were uncooked on the inside, and the sausages were ok lah...
Pool:I was in the pool from 2 till 8...Madhan, Mark and I joined forces and carried Dollah to throw into the pool...hahahahahahaha...It was fun...It was more fun to see heykal acting stupid, he was like: ' tolong tolong, aku tak tau swim... tarik aku tarik aku!!...'..coz madhan and i pushed him into the deeper part of the pool, then ridhwan, madhan and i teachd him to swim, Gawd, my sis cld do better, he needed the float...and when i asked him to remove the float, he removed it, started panicking and struggling, and i was like' what are you panicking for? you're at the shallow part of the pool!' and when he stood up, the water level was at his waist...... pathetic....
I know i had fun with my old classmates...louis, furqan, raihan...but suddenly all of the except mark and dollah, started smoking...i already asked raihan to quit....she just apologized.... i think these people all want to die faster...
Sauna:The great thing about the get together was, it was at mark's place...Gawd...the function room, the pool, the SAUNA!!!Dollah and Madhan 'accidentally' saw May Sze's boobies....when we wanted to go to the girl's sauna...haha
The sauna was cramped, it was small, but kinda cool...at the same time scary...Ju-Onish..geddit...
Friday:I was talking to Madhan on the phone abot the eye2...he said he wanted to watch it with his sister...
Then i called my mom and this is what happened..
Mom: Hello?
Me: Ma, Can We watch the eye2?
Mom:Sha, i think youve had enough outings with your friends, on mond-
Me: Ma, I said can WE watch the eye2
Mom:What, you and me?
Me: Like duh..
Mom: Uhh..okay?
Me:K bye.
Yah..haha...it wasnt that scary tho'...there was only 1 part...that scene at the bustop...where the boy and his mother jumped from the building and SPLAT...on the road..I was covering myself with my shirt...i wanted to cry...i dunno why....gawd...W...
Then we hung out at starbucks...i got hot cocoa, mama got cappucino...
Home:Haagen Daaz ice cream cake....ahh self-indulgence..
I love my father, but i dunno how to show it...there, i said it...i dunno why i just typed it out, but i felt like doing it...
I slept at 5 am...i couldnt sleep lah...and i fell asleep on the couch..before that i was daydreaming about this guy that i often 'terserempak' with, he looks like the jessica alba's new sidekick in dark angel...only with nicer eyes and black hair...yup..that cute...
Saturday: It's Mah BirtHdAY!!!<15 yrs old oredy...waah..>
Liena helped me with me Blog....Yay!!!!!Muacks..lurve ya Liena...okay i forgive ya for all those thangs ya said bout me...and uhh...sorrie for the thangs I sai bout ya,haha...erm...
Went to disney on ice: Beauty and the beast...it was nice..there were some cool moves from them...
Sabrina is soooo damn selfish...my dad bought a program, which was a big book abt b&b..and a rose was given...i wanted the rose, i took it and sabrina whined and whined...in the end, i got something better and cheaper that sabrina's stupid program...an enchanted rose torchlight thingy, for 14 bucks....it was nice...HAHAHA to sabrina....
Chai Chee: We ate alot...Fried chicken rice, kuay teow,baby squid, fried chicken,prawn fritters,kangkong...
Wow...
i was really full after that....
Sunday: Me and Mom-living dangerously...Can't say why...too bad....
Met up with madhan, lin and heykal at the airport...heykal was sooooo weirdly quiet...
Mad and Liena had already wished me happy birthday..
and i was waiting for Heykal....
Haiz...After somewhat of half an hour, he finally wished me...Gawd....
Heykal only started being noizy after Liena left...i wonder why......
well...i gonna skip and skip and skip untill now:
I'm here, with mah hands tired....
AND I DUN WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!
HAIZ....GOOD NITE PPL...

Natasha Strange....stranger by the minute...

Hey nattie, it's my birthday,
i'm gonna party coz it's my birthday
i'm gonna party coz it's my birthday
So put ya drink up in the air if ya feel sexy....

Hello ppl...... i'm not gonna sae much...too lazy...

anyways, thanks lyn...

hiya ppl...
I'm back....
ANyways...What happened the last 2 days....
Monday:
Maths remedial- Teacher came late...Madhan did'nt come coz he got stuck in the toilet at home for 2 1/2 hrs, and stuck in his house for another 2 hours....I sat with MaySze.
I could'nt understand what Mrs Chew was doing...it was...maths...W...OH YEAH, MRS CHEW!!!.....She cut her hair, and rebonded it, gawd...she took my frinch, and she looked like chinadoll meets emily strange meets jap porn star...(that jap porn star thing came from zachary...)
Haiz...
ELDDS- Came an hour late, coz of Maths...
Memorized my lines quick, tho' i was nervous and still had to look at the script....madhan was not there....it was kinda quiet...
OCH- Went to och yesterday again....with lin, shaz and salihin... wet made new friends there, from bedok south, 3 gjuys and 3 girls...they were all nice.....met up with shikin, farahin and hidayah... i went home first...it was already getting dark and there were 3 things i was afraid of....Dogs, Ghosts and... my mom...haha...
Heykal met up with them...that bloody bastard...ask him to come earlier dun want....come only when i go.....
Liena saw somthing and freaked out....she wasn't at school today...i hope she's okay...gawd, i would freak out too if i saw somthing...but not come to school?
Tuesday:
Maths- Did'nt hand in homework...Heykal came late, so the class wasnt open until Mrs Chew actually did something about it...Madhan came, late. When MAths finished, there was english remedial, and everyone wanted to not go...but i, being the "good" girl.....yah, rite haha....i stayed in class...
And i am angry with heykal and fitri and hayyan... because..
Heykal- don't give a shit about my b'dae...or so he says,
- wanted to give me a can of sardines???HELLO????
- CALLED ME AN ELEPHANT.....fuck him lah..
-and tried to pull my sex band...ugh, who wants to have sex with a guy whose dick looks like a cocktail sausage..you know, the short fat ones......haiz, liena, i think i'll sign your heykal sucks petition....
Hayyan- supported heykal in everyway, so it's just as bad.
Fitri- owes me $4.. which he still has'nt given me till now...

English remedial- Rohanah got so angry... she tried to go to the P...who was in a meeting...
hahahahahahahah.....

EL- PLAYED TAG!!!HAHAHAHAHAAH....

After el- went to macDs..wif rafiqin and elly...it was great talking to them....we talked till 6.....

home- slept. 4 missed calls....wow, such a busy woman...hahahahaha

Natasha Strange.....

hello ppl...
yesterday night, played stress with liena.
I may have cooled down abit... but still angry with her...
And i found out that the girl in her blog was'nt me...or so she says...
SHe still likes heykal...ugh.. heykal of all ppl....look at him..
She also likes salihin....haiz shaz.....
and she said fitri is good looking.....
GAWD this girl....
Anyway... at abt 10.30.. me and my mom went walking walking around the hdb estate... we were bored...and had nothing to do....i ended up telling her everything about *Dan...and now, the whole family knows...yah, even my granny....GAWD...W...

Today, woke up at 11.30...
had nothing to do....i logged on and tried to go and download a skin for my blog....but i'm too pathetic...i spent half-an-hour trying to copy and paste....sheesh..

Anyways...
Diana called, and Shaz called at the same time... both asking me out to the beach.... I sooo wanted to go with both of them, but you know me mom......
So now i'm here, fed up coz i can't get my blogskin right...and bored coz i won't have anything to do after i log off....
Bye ppl....

A lil' poem...:

I quickly tire of hearing you scream,
as i glare at you my eyes beam
soon you do not know but will be dead
and will regret every word you said
as i stab you ,the knife i twist
i will feel the death i have long missed
deep down you know that you deserved it
and i am the one who has reserved it
this gift i give you, i hand you with pleasure
and this memory i will forever treasure.
Ahh...the gift of death...

Natasha Strange

Hie...
I just read liena's blog... which had sumthing about a girl she did'nt want to name...
I got a feeling that she's talking about me...
If she is, this is what she's gonna get....and if she's not talking about me,then hear me out...:

I am straightforward. If i dun like this person...i'll SHOW them that i dun like them...which practically makes me bitchy. Well, i'm not ashamed to say that i am a bitch.
I dun really care...And if i like the person, well, i treat them like friends...so, i'm sorry if my character disturbs you, that's just me.In fact, i dun need to be sorry.

Hellloooo ppl...
I am sooooo bored.
My mom came back at 1 in the morning yesterday...She said she went galavanting or somthing like that....W...
Heykal and the breastless bitch....(liena)..*okay fine, i'm being too hard on her*....asked me to go down to the void deck to play taiti...I agreed, coz i had nothing to do at home..Then Shaz called me before i went down and she was saying abt this guys she liked, and he sent her home....ahh...it was soooo cute...anyway, i brought my brother along, and liena was like 'soooo cute'...and i was like 'whatever...W...'and heykal brought his bike and ciggies....*tink wat? Kool ar? I semack ur face....*
After like 2 games, Liena left,to meet sum1...and i was like 'what? u came all the way here to play 2 games of taiti?..W..'...whateverlah....i sent my bro up, then me and heykal talked....and played...it was nice having sum1 to talk to lah...talk abt crushes....his x...madhan.....and i was bitching abt lin....we ended up going to 7-11 to get sum stuff...then he's supposed to pay with a cashcard, then the aunty said..'uh,...can u pay cash?' and we didnt have cash on us, i was sooooo malu coz every1 was looking at us...we waited till 11 pm for the counter to open again...lucky i guess...
heykal raced home to 'take up the responsibility of an elder brudder and take care of his sec 1 sis' or so he says... and left me going home alone....hurmpf...what a 'gentleman'...
when i reached home, i had to go out again, to get the kid's toys in my dad's van, which was at the carpark, which was on the 3/4 storey...i can't remember...
i came home...and slept in my room...not feeling hot and sweaty for 1ce...

TOday, i woke up at 11...and madhan called me up, he said he was in his primary school, as a camp instructor...*rolls eyes* him? camp instructor? The whole camp will go chaotic....haha...no lah...he's a great leader...anyway, he invited me to his class bbq...i was like..'wait i'll be the only 1 who's not in ur class there'...i'll be the xtra 1 there wat...and he was like, nvm...jus come...heykal called too, and he said just come and pay $5....i'm reluctant....W..
Shaz called and confirmed that she and salihin are together....so sweet....
I'm kinda jealous that loads of my friends can get boyfriends or girlfriends just like that...I'm the only person, besides madhan and sharezan, that has been single for the whole of my coming 15 years....haiz...
anyways, my birthday's on saturday!!!yay for me!!!

heya ppl...
i did'nt go to school today...too lazy...got taf club, anyway, it's the last day of school, so whatever...
i bet Cashvin and tyhe others went to OCH today...to get back the camera they 'lost'...
Oh yeah..OCH....:
Wednesday.....i went to OCH wit Cash,Dollah,Maz,Farhana,Ashik and his 2 bros, Rauf, Raja, Heykal,Hayyan and Afdal...And it was the most stupid-est day of my life ...i actually ran for my LIFE!!
We went to OCH, to get some pictures, and find ghosts, which we sooo totally didn't...
instead, we got dogs to chase us...we lost the camera, and the stupid keling uncle there made me go thru a hole which was too small for me...I'm not that small you know...anyways, details:we were at the courtyard, looking for the mortuary,(which we could'nt find...*sigh*) and cash was telling us, that the dogs were sleeping...the AFDAL STUPIDLY WENT TO LOOK AT THE SLEEPING DOGS, WHICH WERENT SLEEPING ANYMORE.....I RAN FOR MY LIFE...HECK, I RAN FASTER THAN RIDHWAN..then i got to Dollah, who was going over the table then trying to find a place to hide...and i didn't know what i was doing...i was going left and right at the same time....then the stupid keling uncle stopped the dogs...Great...i was pacing fowards and backwards with my heart racing and i was sweating like nobody's buisness(it was only a short distance run...:p) i tot the dogs were going to eat me....serious...ANyway...we were friendly with the uncle...only because he saved us from the 3 dogs....Cashvin and Rauf left.... then the camera got lost...*it's kinda uncanny ya know, the first time they went, they took 15 pics, the only 5 came out...the other 10 destroyed...this time we came with a camera, we lost it...*
then we were at the 2nd or 3rd storey of OCH, happily discussing on how to murder the dogs..???HEllo? We're at OCH, supposingly to be scared because it's haunted and dark, and we're here in a dark hallway discussing HAPPILY on beating the dog up??? Gawd....
So anyway, we went down to the courtyard again, i don't know why, and ashik's brother was making barking sounds, making us jump and run for no reason....*fark you lah...* then i dunno who were kacau-ing the dogs, and that STUPID MAMA-KELING MAN, set the dogs on us!!Everybody gabra already......
I ran towards the small whole at the railing-gate-fence thingy... i have no idea what it was....there was a broken door thingy in front of it, i just ripped the door open, and dived thru it....i was too scared to do anything else...i couldnt jump, it's was too high for me, and i'm too fat for it..Dollah had the railing in between his legs, he was trying to jump over it...he saw me go thru, he was laughing the he fell over and hurt his thingy....Maz tried to go thru the hole, and she got 1 big scratch on her leg...and the guys were figuring out on how i got thru the hole...haha...i think i shrink when i'm scared....:p
Haiz....when i came back to school, i fell asleep on the bench when i was doing my maths......
ANyways....Liena:Fark you lah....Whatever....
After the OCH thingy...ppl pass by me and say woof woof at me...ppl like RIEZ....i sit on you then you know...
EL:was boring, but stayed awake anyway...i had half an hour to memerize a page of lines......
Home: I hate home....I go home, get scolded, no friends,get depressed....I prefer school....like duh....got friends...don't get scoldings that bad... happy all the time....got crushes....haha......
Now:My hands are tired..HAHA.....
Madhan,Heykal,Cashvin,SHaz,Dollah..Everybody except LIENAa and FauZee:Hi!!

Saturday, March 8, 2004 i painted my nails black... i wanna be a witch...someone help.....


I had the most amazing dream. This is my first dream which i actually have my crush in it.Yup Dan was in it.... Dan was supposed to go and live in England, which is a long way from Singapore...and i was sooooooo totally against that, i would'nt be abled to see him anymore. Then everyone was celebrating with him and when he saw me there, he asked me to join in the partying...and i just held his hand, and brought him to an empty place, and asked him 'Why?' and he was like 'why what?' And i said 'why are you leaving'.It was extremely sad...i could feel it... And i told him that i really liked him a lot, i told him everything...and he just stared at me..and i just walked away...and then i just watched the cruise go( it was a flying cruise...haha)and i was searching for Dan's face on the ship, coz i could see everyone's face there, which were my friends, shaz, firdaus...everyone...bla bla blaa... i could'nt find him and the ship just floated away... i just stared and i felt as if the whole world was laughing at me.... I just looked left, and i saw Dan coming towards me. I ran to him and jumped and kissed him, like the way they did in Ryan and Trista's wedding.... He actually did'nt leave because of me..... WOW.I am in love with him. I was ecstatic...happy...overwhelmed...crazy...everything... That was my dream. Nonsensical but amazing. And i woke up smiling. I was smiling all the way to the toilet,back to my room the i slept again still smiling.... Dan, it's either i really have a humongous crush on you, or i can say that i AM in love with you....

ladies and gentlemen, I, NATASHA STRANGE, HAVE DONE GOOD DEEDS FOR CHARITY. Yeah, Greenview's CIP Day today was to sell flags...in other words, beg people to donate money to other people who are already rich but mentally or physically disabled. And i even donated about $10. And what do i get in return? I get my bestfriend to let my handphone be STOLEN. Plus, i cannot get another 1 until....NEVER. What wrong have i done? Am i that bad? I did good...then i get my hp stolen? GAWD.....

tuesday, March 09, 2004
hi.... school was normal... except for the fact that madhan and a few ppl werent there... it was a tad quieter... hai... tmr is hayyan's birthday....i dunnoe what to get him.....i've even no money to get him anything... Physics was fun today...hisyam kept asking mr.indra about the OHP, which john 'secretly broke' while trying to get leha's pencilcase down from the speaker... that was one of the best moments of my life...seeing john getting all fucked up, after breaking the OHP....shh... don't tell anyone...haha... Haiya...tmr got PE...i hate PE...i have to run...and exercise...the most foul 8-letter word i ever heard in my life... I don't forgive liena for typing about me in her blog.I know it's her blog, but, the whole world does'nt have to know that sum paticular guy has a crush on me..or letting the whole world know abt the ration sizes of bodies between me and heykal!!! Fuck her lah... It's so embarassing... she actually typed that me and heykal is like 1:0..then she said...'nahh, make it 2:0'...gawd!!!I told madhan about this and he's like, take the 0 and substitute it for liena's breasts..meaning she has nothing on her chest...HAHAHAH!thanks madhan...well, it's true what...she is flat chested....ouch!...haha...haiz liena..sorrie...u did it first...Anyway... After school, me and sharezan planned to go to OCH, for fun, and we wanted to bring along cashvin,heykal,hayyan,afdal,ashik and blaa.... But we did'nt go coz everyone was'nt free... i had detention( which i skipped)for coming late this morning...haha...i live right infront of the school... Sharezan and me ended up talking to cashvin about the pictures they took at OCH...which wasnt quite scary..but gthe other pics they took were kinda obscene...sumthin like ashik peeing in the men's...gawd... Gawd...another uneventful with me,Natasha Strange...