okay, so i haven't been updating,
and yeah, that's my fault.

apologies.

anyway, went through alot of
stuff during that non-updated-blog-period.

something like, falling in "love"
and falling out also.
i've realised that i've been looking sad
and feeling shitty, and the only cure to
that is nice hot milo that i cannot
be bothered to make.

i can't blame prem or intan.
i like prem. but since things went
the other way, then there isn't
much left to do but be happy for him.
so i am.

there i said it.

and moving on.

but then maybe there's something,
feelings that never went away,
hidden feelings, shit like that.
i don't know.

yesterday i played in the rain
with my best friend who was supposed
to attend prom but didn't.
i love her alot, if i hadn't reminded anyone.

i also love diana.

so what happens now?