rite...sorry i was away yesterday...i fell asleep till this morning.
well, i'm not in the mood to say anything much...but to make up for yesterday...whatever..
firstly the guy *Dan, is sumone not in this blog.
And I had a crush on this guy at school[names shall not be mentioned, in case he does'nt want his name to be mentioned..] from the time he told me about och till the time i gave him a poem...which was a month ago.
i dun have any feelings for anyone now.
so on wed..i was talking to him, when i suddenly felt that i should tell him bout the crush thingy...
so it went like this.

me:i tink i shd tell u sumtin.
him:wat?
me:arh...nevermind lah...
him:TELL AR!!!
AFTER A WHILE...when we were at the drink stall, this is wat happend.
me:you know the poem i gave u for st?
him:yah?
me:well...that poem was for st...
him:yah,
me:and it was also for you...
we both kept quiet...then i gabra already the i said
'i think i shldnt have said that...coz...ur reaction...'
him:nonono...it;s okay...
FINE...SO IT WAS OKAY...then i told him why i liked him, and he told me i was sweet...thanks...
then suddenly he told me sumthing...and i was like 'i knew it...'
then blaa blaa blaa....

whatever..then i found out that a guy who has the same name as my dad has a crush on me...he's from 1tc...oookay...scary...i tink he's blind....or there's just somthing wrong with him...

whatever...so today, i dunnoe why...me and maysze's daling never tok to each other...he did'nt even look at me....ok, look sorry lar i tell maysze that, but takkan sampai gitu sey...FINE WHATEVER...SO BITCHY...TOOO BAD LAH...

and i'm here now feeling mood out...feeling pathetic...because...i am the underdog...i am the last in line...don't be the enemy...don't stand in back of me...

oh yah, i did my i/c today...
and i'm going to school tmr to clean the class and go eldds full dress rehearsal....i soooo have no mood to go for eldds...

ppl, refer to lisa loeb's underdog, track 3 from cake and pie, if you dunno what i'm talking about in paragraph 5..

losing my strangeness by the minute...