I'm not in the mood.

Honestly, i'm not.

Stop bothering me.

I don't want to care anymore.

I want to be void of all human

feelings and relations.

I want to be alone by

myself and and my choice.

I want you to keep away.

Keep away from me.

I want to be young and carefree.

Again.

And little. And innocent.

Loved.

And most of all, happy.

Maybe sometime soon,

you'll find me. No, sorry,

you won't find me anymore.

I want to drown my hands.