so you sailed away into a grey sky morning.

let's set our hearts on self destruct.

Wednesday, August 25

Ooh, I'm angry.

LISTEN HERE PERSON.

GUESS WHAT?
YOU DISGUST ME.
WHY? WELL LET ME TELL YOU WHY.

I HAVE BEEN LIKING YOU FROM THE
START OF SCHOOL. IN FRONT OF
YOU, I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN DENYING IT.

I HELPED YOU OUT WITH YOUR
RELATIONSHIPS.
WASN'T I JEALOUS?
OF COURSE I WAS.

BUT INSTEAD, I WANTED TO MAKE YOU
HAPPY.
THE PAIN I FELT,
WHEN YOU WERE WITH HER,
WHEN YOU DARED TO MAKE OUT
IN FRONT OF ME, AND I HAD TO BEAR
IT ALL. BUT YOU NEVER KNEW.

I SACRIFICED MY FEELINGS
FOR YOU TO BE FUCKING HAPPY.
BUT YOU DON'T CARE.
DID YOU EVER CARE?
I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT YOU NEVER DID.

I WAITED. I WAITED AND WAITED,
UNTIL CRIED SOMETIMES, AND I
GET MOODY AND DEPRESSED,
AND WHEN YOU'RE NOT THERE,
I'D MISS YOU SO MUCH.
BUT YOU NEVER KNEW.
I WAITED. BUT YOU DIDN'T KNOW THAT
EITHER.

THE FEELING WAS SO PAINFUL.
BUT YOU NEVER KNEW.

I WAS ALWAYS THERE,
BUT YOU NEVER CARED.

AND RECENTLY,
I TOOK UP ALL MY BLOODY GUTS,
AND TOLD YOU HOW I REALLY FELT.
AND YOU TOOK IT LIKE THIS,
"AH, ANOTHER GIRL LIKES ME.
GUESS I'M THAT GOOD-LOOKING.."

I THOUGHT YOU'D UNDERSTAND.
I THOUGHT YOU'D AT LEAST CARED.
BUT YOU NEVER DID.
I THOUGHT YOU TREAT ME
OK AFTER I CONFESSED.
BUT YOU NEVER DID.

YOU DISTANCED YOURSELF
AWAY FROM ME. AND DON'T THINK
I DON'T NOTICE THAT.
AND NOW, ALL I CAN DO IS
SHUT UP.

I
SHUT MYSELF AWAY FROM THE WORLD.
BECAUSE I AM SICK AND TIRED OF
TAKING IN REJECTION.

A FRIEND ASKS YOU WHETHER
THERE WOULD EVER BE A POSSIBILITY.
AND YOU CONFIRM IT WITH A NO.
AND YOU COME UP WITH STUPID
REASONS ON WHY THERE WOULDN'T
BE A POSSIBILITY. YOU SAY
THAT I WOULD'NT LIKE 'YOUR' KIND
OF PERSON.

IF I DID'NT, WHY
WOULD I EVEN LIKE YOU IN THEN
IN THE FIRST PLACE?

CAN YOU JUST ACCEPT THE
BLOODY FACT THAT YOU ARE NOT
OKAY WITH ME, BECAUSE THIS PERSON
IS NOT PERFECT OR ALL THAT LIKES YOU.
AND COME UP WITH LAME EXCUSES LIKE,
'SHE DOESNT LIKE GUYS LIKE ME..'

BUT IF I WAS ALL THAT,
ONE LOOK, AND I'M YOURS?

AND YOU SAID TO A FRIEND,
THAT WE CAN ONLY BE FRIENDS
AND NOT MORE THAN THAT.

WELL, GUESS WHAT?

WE'RE NOT EVEN FRIENDS NOW.

I'M VERY HURT.

BUT, HEY, YOU
WOULDN'T HAVE TIME TO
CARE FOR A GIRL LIKE ME EH?

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